As we descend with our people into the bonds of materiality, we take
with us the seeds of our liberation. We see in Joseph, the dreamer, a
heart that still suffers and loves, in spite of the hardships that he has
endured. Through Joseph, we struggle with power, and slowly make peace
with our past. Through Joseph, we struggle with our past and slowly make
peace with power. In Joseph’s heart, the two sides of his father’s legacy
are revealed. The side of Jacob the schemer plays the game of getting
even, while the side of Israel, the God-wrestler weeps with the glimmer of
a greater love.
The bones of Joseph (his deepest essence) will be buried in Egypt, as
the seeds of liberation and awakening. He is recognized by Pharaoh as "the
one in whom the spirit of God lives." The bones of Joseph represent his
deepest intention, buried under so much of the illusion of Egypt.
The Spiritual Challenge
When Pharaoh perceives the spirit of God in Joseph, he puts a ring on
his finger, dresses him in fine linens, puts a gold chain on his neck,
gives him a new name and an Egyptian wife. The challenge of having power
and wealth is that you must serve the one who gave it to you and defend
the system that keeps your wealth and power intact. If you can constantly
remember that it is God -- the true source that you serve, then your
wielding of power will express the divine attributes of justice and
compassion. This remembrance becomes more difficult when, like Joseph, we
are carrying old hurts. Whatever is unhealed in us will become an obstacle
to the making of justice, obscure the heart of compassion, and keep us
locked in patterns of manipulation.
Even though the "Spirit of God" is in us, most of the time we are
listening to the command of Pharaoh, who has put the ring on our finger
and the gold chain around our neck. We are tangled up in a system that is
inherently unjust. We can work towards establishing a more equitable
distribution of wealth. And we can honor and protect the seeds of
liberation that are in us – our compassion and open-hearted vision of the
preciousness of every being. When we are carrying old hurts and the
bitterness that surrounds those wounds, then every attempt to do justice
is distorted by the lens of our wounding. Our very attachment to the
results of our work becomes the obstacle to our success. And so the
spiritual challenge becomes the healing of those deep places of
bitterness. In that healing, the Spirit of God in us is made manifest.
Guidance for Practice
In this practice of healing a painful memory, we will call on the place
of power within us as the source of that healing. Begin by calling on a
memory, a painful scene where you felt yourself the victim of some
injustice. When the scene becomes vivid, freeze the action, place a frame
around it and lay the scene on an altar before you.
Then bring your attention to the breath, and breathe from the place
that’s the deepest point within your heart that you can possibly imagine.
That point exists beyond the separate self and connects an infinite
reservoir of Divine energy to your own radiant heart. Breathing in and out
from that deepest point, begin creating a field of energy around you.
Imagine that there’s an egg completely surrounding you and that the energy
that you are sending out from your core is filling up that egg, charging
it with God-force. You might see it as a particular color… white, gold,
pink… whatever color you see, let it grow fuller with each breath, and
stay anchored in the source at the center of your heart.
After at least five minutes of deep heart breathing, when the egg is
fully charged, bring your attention back to the framed memory on your
altar. Imagine that there is a plug at the bottom right-hand side of the
picture, and pull out the plug. Let all the color drain out of the
picture. Imagine a plug at the top left-hand side of the picture and take
out the plug. Pour the light from the charged egg shaped field around you
in to the picture. Let the scene of your memory be filled with this light
of Power and Presence. Examine the picture again and notice what has
changed.
Complete the practice by returning to heart breathing, again
establishing that egg of light as your field of God-power.